I’ve been slacking off for days now. I don’t know if it’s the food thing, alcohol, depression, work shit, money shit, maybe just “too much on my plate” shit, but I can’t seem to get focused or happy or not just fucking exhausted all the time.
I would love for a day. A day of nothing, where I didn’t have to do anything but just jack sweet shit.
And I could. I love writing, and it gets me jonesing, but some days, I just need to do fuck all.
Fuckin’ sweet dickety nothing.
The old sit back and stare.
Just for a little while. Or maybe, I need something new.